Happy Friday!!

It has been a long week! Abby was so glad it was Friday when she got up this morning. :) She told me that she was ready to sleep late! So I am hoping that she will keep her word and sleep later than usual!!

Not really feeling up to par today. :( I have all this sinus business going on. And it is NOT fun. My head/face feels like it is going to explode. I just took some "night time" meds and I hope that they kick in pretty quick so that I can actually get some sleep tonight.

Abby has her class Christmas party next week and I am in charge of making stockings and an ornament for all the kids. :) I am pretty excited. I am making little wreaths out of puzzle pieces! I have them all glued together and tomorrow I will paint them and put little red beads on them! I think that they are really going to turn out great! I hope that the kids like them. Abby seems to think that they are pretty cute. I will for sure post a pic when I get them finished. I am proud of myself for being a little crafty.

Well time for me to try and get some sleep. We are having a B-day party for my baby brother tomorrow and all the fam will be here. And that means that I have lots to do in the morning. :)

Happy Friday!

Happy Hump Day

Here we are half way through the week. And I am ready for the weekend.

Spent most of the day at my Meme's house today. My Mom and I cleaned her house and moved some furniture around. And it looks like we will be back over there on Friday morning putting up her new entertainment center. Fun Stuff. :) Oh and her Christmas tree has to be put up....I really only want to put up one Christmas tree a year. Haha.

I have school with the kids in the morning. I am pretty sure that we will be working on finishing up the rest of their Christmas stuff. This weekend my Mom and I have to put names on 20 stockings and make 20 small Christmas wreaths for the class. It should be a fun time. I am sure that Abby will want to be all up in the middle of the glitter and glue that we are using to put the names on the stockings. :) She has a thing for glitter. A messy thing. :) By the time that we get finished I am sure that we will have more glitter on us than on the stockings. But I would not have it any other way!!

I am pretty excited about tomorrow afternoon, my Dad is coming to town and I am going to meet up with him and get some shopping done. I can't wait. I have missed him so much. It seems like forever since we have got to see him. It will be some great, much needed Daddy/Daughter shopping time! I love it.

I have not been able to sleep this week. I don't know what the deal is but I am really getting tired of it. I feel tired but just can't go to sleep. :( Not fun at all. Thank goodness for the ID channel and Pinterest, otherwise I would be bored out of my mind!!!

Well time for me to try to go to sleep....Wish me luck!!

Monday...

Monday is just about over...I did not really do too much today. It was so flippin cold. Ughh. I thought that I was ready for this winter weather but now I am not so sure. It was really pretty outside this morning with all the snow everywhere. :) I still really don't think that I am ready for it to be so cold. I am already missing my nice patio weather. :( I just want to sit on the patio day and night and the weather be nice. But I guess that I will have to wait for a while before I can really enjoy the patio again.
Abby had a great day at school today. She was a little disappointed that the snow was all melted when she got out of school.:( She wanted to play in it sooo bad. There really wasn't enough for her to play in but she would have gave it her best for sure. :) Oh to be a kid again and the only worries you have are if the snow is going to be melted when you get out of school. That would be nice.

Abby lost her third tooth last Monday and today she lost her forth one. She looks so cute. It just cracks me up!! She spent all evening trying to pull her tooth out. So silly. She was so glad when she finally got it out. And with the way the other top tooth is looking, we maybe doing this all over again next week.

I can't believe that it is almost Christmas!! Wow. I am really not ready for all this. I have to get all my shopping done. I am planning on getting most of it finished up this weekend. :)

Tomorrow I am going to school around 11 to help out with some Christmas projects that Mrs. Stonner has for the kids to do. I am pretty excited. And I am sure that I will stay for lunch with Abby. :) I love being able to have lunch with her every week. And she loves it too. I think that we will be painting tomorrow. And painting with 20 five or six year olds is a FUN HOT MESS!!! I am sure that by the time that I leave there I will be covered in paint from head to toe.

Well time to get things ready for tomorrow. :)
Good night!!

Happy Hump Day!!

Here we are half way thru this week and I have a busy day ahead of me...I would really just like to lay around the house all day and watch the ID channel but since that is not gonna happen I guess that I better just put my game face on.

Abby is at school and my Mom and I are about to head to my Grandmothers house to put up her new bed and take down her old one then it will be time to buy some food for this house!! Ughhhh I hate shopping. It is such a drag. Yes, I am a girl and I do not like to shop!! Crazy talk, I know.

I am hoping that we make it back in time to get a few things done around the house before I have to pick up my baby girl from school. If not I guess that they will just have to wait till tomorrow. :)

Yesterday my brother, Dalten and I got all the Christmas lights put up outside. Abby was so excited when she got home form school and he was on the roof working on them! It is the cutest thing ever, Dalten was just as excited about putting up the lights as Abby was. I love that my family is so freaking great!!!  And the house looks WONDERFUL!!! Just sayin'!!

A long time...

It has been forever since I have been able to blog! And one would think that since I don't work anymore that I have plenty of time to blog about every little thing. But not so much.

Things have been busy to say the least. We are fully moved in!! OMG, I did not think that I would ever be able to say that!!! It is so nice not to have to worry about packing and unpacking anymore! Thank goodness.

We had a wonderful Thanksgiving! It was so nice to spend the day at my Memaw's house with the fam. I just love being out in the middle of no where! It was very relaxing! And the food was, as always, PERFECT!! My Memaw is the best cook in the world!! And I not not kidding! She is amazing. 

Plans today will include me heading to the school to help out with...I am not sure yet. But I am sure that it will be fun! And then lunch with my beautiful daughter!! Last night she pulled out one of her 4 loose teeth! It was so funny! She was shocked! And this morning she was $5 bucks richer! Wow.  Lucky girl!! She was so excited to go to school and tell her friends that she pulled her tooth out all by herself! She is such a big girl! After school I think that I will head home to try and finish decorating for Christmas! Abby gave my mom and I strict orders this morning to have it all done. LOL. And yes, she does get her bossiness from ME!! And I am ok with that!!

Time to head to town and play with the kids! I hope that everyone has a wonderful Tuesday!!!

Happy Hump Day

Here we are only half way through the week and it seems like it should be Friday. Ughh. I hate when the week seems to drag by. And this has for sure been one of those weeks!

I seem to be stuck in a rut at the moment and I am not liking it one bit. I would love nothing more than to not have a million things that I have to get done by a certain time. I don't like the feeling of having things hanging over my head. I want to be free of all the "to do's"!! I guess that it really never ends but it would just be nice not to have so freakin much going on at one time. It will soon pass and then I am sure that I will be talking about something else. Sometimes you just have to vent. :)

Tonight we have soccer pics. I am sure that it will be a mess trying to get all the 5 and 6 year old girls together and smiling at one time. :) And Saturday it Abby's soccer tournament!! She has a game at 9am and one at 2 pm. So far that is it. I hope that it stays that way. She is pretty excited about it. She is still pretty sure that she is not going to play soccer in the Spring but I think that she will change her mind. She really love going to the games and stuff once she gets there..I think that it is just the thought that wears her out. She has learned so much and came such a long way for a little girl who had never played before. :) I am a very proud Momma. Her BFF is on the team that we play at 9 and I hope that we win. They don't keep score with her age group and that is fine with me but......we have been told that they are the best team in the league next to our team and we all really want to win it. :) Well I think that the parents do anyway. Either way I am happy as long as Abby and the other girls are having a good time but I would love to see the look on the other parents faces when their team loses. Haha. Yea that is just how I am. :) Abby has no idea if that have won or lost any of their games and that is the way that I like it for her at this age. I just want her to go out there and have fun.

I have a bunch of pics that I need to post on the field trip that Abby and her class went on and some of soccer. I have just been so busy with the move and going to help out at the school, I have not have very much time. :( I need a little break! I need some me time. And I need it soon.

Yesterday I was able to go to my old work place, the Endoscopy Center and see my old peeps! It was so nice to see everyone. It had really been way too long. I will not wait so long the next time. It is kinda weird being up there and not working up there anymore. I am just a "visitor", it does not bother me but it just feels different. :) Believe me I love being able to stay at home. :) I do miss the fun conversations and crazy times that I had up there. :) And I do miss getting to chat with the patients. I am such a people person. I loved getting to know each patient and learn a little bit about their life in such a short time. :) Very neat. All in all none of it compares to being able to take my baby girl to school and pick her up everyday and not only that be being able to be in her class a few days a week. :) I love it!!!

Well it is about that time. I have to get ready and head to school now. I will try to get some pics posted soon.

Happy Hump Day!!

It seems like it has been forever since I have had time to blog...Things have been CRAZY around here. First off I just want to say that I hate moving and I never want to move again!!! It is such a pain in the ass. We are almost finished with the house...then we will just have the garage...and that will be waiting will after the holidays. I am more than ready to be done with it. One more big load to move to storage and then I will be spending my time cleaning and painting. Oh the joys of having a rent house. I have so much to do and it seems like never enough time.

I can't believe that it is almost Thanksgiving. Wow!!! Time is just flying by. And Christmas!!!! Ughhh. I really don't even want to think about it. I hate shopping!

Gotta a busy day today...not really feeling much like having a busy day tho...it may be the weather. I would love to just crawl in the bed and hang out till time to go and get Abby. :) But since I have a list of things that I have to get done I guess that I will not be crawling back in bed...:(  Here in just a bit I have to take Shelton ( my weenie dog) to the vet to get his shots. And set up his appointment to get his "boys" cut. Yea I am sure that he will just love me today!!! Then headed to go and get Justin's MW3 from game stop and then I am going to run up to the Endo Center and visit with my peeps up there. I have been missing some of them! And after school today I am taking Abby and her friend Piper out for ice cream!! They are so excited! And I am too! Fun times.

Overall I am still loving every second of being a stay at home Mom. I am busy all the time and I love every bit of it. I love being able to go to Abby's class and help out a few days a week. I love it. I would not change a thing about it. :) I am so thankful that my Husband has given me the chance to do this!

Happy Tuesday!

To be honest...

Honesty..........................What does it mean to you? For some it is not high up on the scale of importance. For me it is a must. There is nothing more in the world that I hate the most than someone making me feel stupid, when I know that I am not. I. Hate. That. 1. Don't talk to me like I am a child! 2. Don't lie to me. 3. Be honest with me about everything.  Three small things that for some are damn near impossible.

What happened to bring this on, you maybe wondering. Not just one thing. I think that I really just need to vent and let it all out. Do you know anyone who does the following---Ask you for advice and when you start to tell them what you think about the situation, they are quick to interrupt and tell you how what you were about to say(because you didn't get to finish) is not going to work and it was stupid for you to even say something like that. Do you know anyone like that??? Don't ask if you REALLY don't want to know!! Make is easier on the both of us and just don't ask for advice or hell just don't even talk to me! I enjoy having conversations that are NOT one sided and that are not just all about you.

Do you know someone who loves nothing more than to have DRAMA in their life all day everyday??? Yea, I figured you did. There is one in every family, in every work place, in your class at school or whatever may apply to you. They are everywhere. And well, they just plain suck! Can they not tell that no one gives a shit about all the stupid drama that they have going in their life....that I am 99% sure that they brought on themselves!!! Wears me out.

Sometimes I just think about the saying "out with the old and in with the new".
I think about what it means to me and if that would be good or bad. At first I think bad, since I am not all about change....but then I think hmmmm that might be nice.

Alright, I need to just get off my soap box. What a silly blog post.....Oh well. I am just happy that its on here and not in my head anymore. :)

Monday!!

Happy Monday! If that is even possible. :)

Wow, my daughter is NOT a morning person. She was in a bad funk this morning. She acts just like her Daddy in the morning. Haha. I am not really a morning person but I am not in a funk like that. If school started at 930 or 10 she would be fine and have no problems at all but since that is not the case....she has a hard time each and every morning. Bless her heart and mine. :)

I have accomplished a lot this morning. Kitchen is clean, living room is clean, started laundry and I am fixing to jump in the shower and get ready to head to school for Art class with the kiddos. :) Fun stuff.

I loved the Ranger game last night. So thankful that they were able to get a win!! And I hope that it continues tonight! Just want to throw out there that Derek Holland is the man!!! Wow! He was perfect last night! Love him...not really digging the stuff he has got going on on that lip of his but I am digging him and his mad pitching skills!!!

Cracks me up!!

This and That

It has been a while.....I have been busy. We seem to have so many things going on it is hard to make time to sit and relax with a little blogging time. I have missed it. I guess it is a release for me. I just get to sit and let it all out and then I feel better and go on about my business. :)

I will be headed to the school today to help out in about in hour or so. I am really not feeling it today. I think that it is because of the weather. It is so chilly and windy. I freaking love it....well I would love it so much more if I did not have to go anywhere today. But I do so I guess I will just have to deal.

Looks like we should be able to finish up the move this weekend. :) Ughhh, I am so ready to have it all done and over with. I have so much to clean and paint and get ready before my renters (My sister in law and her girls) move in. I am not looking forward to busting ass over there every single day for the next couple of weeks. But again I will have to deal.

I am missing my friends...I am keeping my fingers crossed that I will be able to go and visit them sometime this week. I hope that it is in my cards. :) I need a drink or two with Steph. I miss her like crazy. I need to go and see them all!! But for really it is time for Steph and I to have a date!!!!! I do have some free movie tickets that we need to use. :)

I think that I am going to get with James Deen, my tattoo man, and set up a time where he can hook me up. I am in need of another tat! Yes, I said need. I really feel the need to get another one. I love getting them done:) Maybe it is like blogging in a way...a release...time to relax. Whatever it is I love it and I am ready to get it done. :)

Abby is doing so good in school. I can't believe that she has already been in school long enough to get her report card! That is just crazy to me. And she it still loving every second of it. And that makes me one happy Momma!!! I am so ready to have a baby! We are trying...I am more than ready. Abby is too. And so is Justin. I am ready to have a wonderful addition to our lil family.

Well it is time for me to get a few things done around here and then head to the school. I hope that everyone has a wonderful day!


Oh yea, I love the Rangers!!!!!!

Hmmmm

I have been so busy and I am worn smooth out. Man, moving really blows and I am very happy to say that after I get this move complete I will not be moving anymore. :) That within itself makes me a very happy woman. We still have a lot to move but it will get done sooner or later. :) I am not gonna drive myself crazy trying to get it all done in a day or two.

Today was parent/teacher meeting day for me and we got Abby's very first report card. :) She is doing great. I am such a proud Momma! I have known that she was smart since she was born..lol...but know I really really know now. Haha. Really she is doing good in school. She has already learned so much and I can't even imagine what all she will have learned in six more weeks. I am still loving her teacher...well...besides the fact that she is a OU fan....Yea, not good..not good at all. We do lie in TEXAS!!! And no, I do not want to talk about the score of the last game!!! Wow. No good. No good.

Not sure what my plans are tomorrow but I think I may try and take it easy. I have been so busy trying to get things in order and I am tired. I am so glad that I am not working because there is no way in hell that I would be able to get anything done at all and still be alive. Abby was out of school yesterday so I did not have to go help out in her class but I will be back up there on Thursday. Abby went to her book fair today! She was very excited. After the parent/teacher meeting we went and checked it out. She picked out she 3 books and a couple of book marks. It took me back the second she came home with the little flier in her backpack. What kid does not love book fairs???

I have been loving the Rangers and how they have been playing but tonight this game is just making me sick!! I don't get it. It is from one extreme to the next. Out bullpen is not cutting it tonight at all!! I would love nothing more then for them to rally in the 9th inning and kick some ass but I am afraid that is not gonna be the case tonight. But tomorrow is a new day and they will be back on track!

Time to finish the game and I think  that I may sit on the back porch for a bit and listen to the thunder and enjoy the light show. I. Love. Living. In. The. Country.

Tuesday, Tuesday, Tuesday

This week seems to be moving by pretty slow. I thought for sure when I woke up this morning it was at least Thursday!! But no such luck!

Had a pretty busy day yesterday at school with all the kids. I really don't know how the teacher, Mrs. Stonner, does it all by herself! She is really some kind of woman. I was only there for a couple of hours and I was wore smooth out. I guess that some days are better than others but some of the kids in there are pretty unruly! And that is putting it nicely. But at the same time I do really enjoy going up there and helping out. :)

Isn't is crazy how one day out of the blue you just have a really hard time with missing someone that you have lost. I mean, I miss my Papa everyday but today is just one of those days where I would just love to pick up the phone and just hear his voice. He was not much of a talking on the phone man but we always had wonderful conversations. And today I just wish that I could have one of those. He was such an incredible man. I am thankful every single day that Abby got the chance to meet him. She adored him and he adored her.  Oh boy, do I miss him like crazy!!!!!

Soccer game tonight! :) And I am the snack Mom tonight! Haha. Abby is ready! She did really good in practice last night, I was so proud! She is learning more and more everyday! It is amazing how fast they learn things. Very smart girl....if I do say so myself!!

Well I gotta get this house in order and head to the store before I go and pick Abby up from school!

I hope everyone has a wonderful rest of the day!

Thank you Steph for calling me today! I really needed to hear your voice!:) It made my day! Thank you!!!

Fill in the Blank Friday

Happy Friday! Link up here to play along.

1. My current obsession is pickles. I can't get enough pickles.

2.  Not working makes me happy.

3. My greatest strength is being stubborn. I always get things done because I am to stubborn to have it any other way.

4.  Being a grudge holder  is my greatest weakness.

5. My life is  great. I love being a stay at home Mom/Wife!! I have the best Husband, daughter, family and friends ever!!

6. In high school I was  all about the parties. I did not care about much of anything else but  when and where the next party was!:) Good times!

7. When I'm super tired I tend to get a little bitchy!

Happy Friday!

Happy Hump Day!

Sometimes just a random picture message can make your day...well it can make my day. I guess that its one of the small things that I just love. Yesterday I was having an ok day. Nothing special but I got a picture message on my phone yesterday evening and it just set the moon for the rest of the night. And it was great. A picture that if I sent it to anyone else, they would not appreciate. It really is the small things that mean the most. This is what made me smile from ear to ear........................

**Alexander Skarsgard**

When most people look at this they will just see a random guy flipping people off.....When I see this I see someone that is so freaking hot, who is a total bad ass and  the only other man in the world that I would love to have in my bed (other than my husband)!!!!!!!!!!!!! This picture alone can make me smile anytime of day!!!



He is perfect!! That is all there is to it! He has got it all!

Happy Tuesday

Yesterday was my first day helping out in Abby's class with Art. It was an adventure to say the least. I am very very lucky to have a well behaved child. She is a handful sometimes but nothing compared to some of the kids in her class. I will be back up there on Thursday and boy am I glad that I did not have to go back up there today...I needed a break. Haha. It was fun being able to see what all they do in class and meeting the kids. Abby really enjoyed it too.

I am so ready to start feeling like myself again.. I am tired of the night sweats and nausea. I have recently stopped taking my Celexa. I have been on it for a couple of years and since Justin and I are trying to have a baby I decided to just get off of it all together. Most Drs say that you can stay on it till your 3rd month but I don't want to have to deal with all the side effects along with being preggo. So I guess that there is no better time then now. I will never get back on anything like this unless it is a HAVE TO type of deal. I have been feeling terrible. I have not taken it in about 2 weeks or a little longer so I am hoping that I start feeling better soon. :)

We have no plans this afternoon and I am so glad. I think that we all really need sometime just to relax. Abby seems to be feeling better. She is still a little nauseous at times but I am pretty sure that is from the high dose of antibiotics. Poor baby girl, she is ready to not have to take medicine 3 times a flippin day!! This script she has to take for 14 days so she has a while till she is all done with them. :(

Yesterday my husband posted the sweetest thing on Facebook....

"Today 10 years ago my wife and I started an adventure that has had it's ups and downs but we are still moving forward and I still love her as much now as I did then. I love you baby."


Aww, how sweet is that??? It made my day. :) Yes, he is right we have had an adventure. I am really surprised that the both of us are alive to tell about it. :) I hope that the next ten years are a little less dramatic and a lot easier.....and I hope the next year includes us having our second child!!!

Weekend Wrap Up

What a weekend.....

My weekend started out super. :) Friday morning I got to help out at school with Teddy Bear Day!! We had a great time. I am so thankful that I am able to be a part of all the activities!! I am blessed!

Here is her class :) Sorry about the pic quality they are from my phone.



The Cutest Teddy Bears I have ever seen!!!



This was my favorite when I was her age!!!



Friday evening I met Steph at the Oyster Bar for a much needed dinner date! We had drinks, food, laughs and tears! It was great!!! I had a wonderful time. It is amazing how just sitting and talking can make you feel so much better. Thanks for the invite Steph! I hope that we can do it again soon!!!

Saturday morning we were up early for Abby's soccer game. She did not seem to be feeling 100% but she went out there and played and had lots of fun:) Here are a couple of pics.

Abby before the game:)

Getting her Saturday morning cartoon fix:)

Game Time!



She has her eye on the ball!! ;)



Taking a lil break!:)

After the soccer game we headed home to take a nap...we were all tired from having to get up so early, we are not used to getting up early on the weekends. After the nap Abby woke up feeling bad again. She was running a fever and throwing up again so we headed to the ER around 2:30. I was worried that her UTI from almost two weeks ago was not cleared up and that she was getting sick with that all over again. And after being there till almost 8:00 pm we found out that she did still have the UTI and that she had some blood in her urine. We had a terrible time up there. They had to draw blood and give her some fluids...For most of the time that we were up there I am pretty sure that I was in tears. She was breaking my heart. I hate hate hate when my baby girl is sick. When we first got there she was not too bad but the longer we were there the worse she got and she was not happy to find out that she was going to have to have an IV and blood drawn. 



She was doing alright here....



She was a little worn out with the place...



Breaking my heart!!!!!!!

She seems to be feeling a little better today. She has not been eating much but she is drinking plenty and watching football with her Daddy and I. :) I hope that tomorrow she will be feeling good enough to go to school. She will not want to stay home. 

Today we are hanging out at the house being lazy and watching football and baseball!!! I am loving it. Hope everyone has a great Sunday evening!!!

Thank you Steph!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fill in the Blank Friday



1.   The best thing I did all week was  going to my daughters school to help out with their Teddy Bear Day Games today!!

2.  Being a stay at home Mom/Wife   make me super happy.

3.  Pets are a huge part of my life, they are my other kiddos .

4.  My family is the best thing about my life.

5.  With the cooler weather I am looking forward to  coffee on the patio in front of the fire pit.

6.  Something that's on my "wish list" right now is   some new pretty bras and panties:)

7.  This weekend I am going to  Abby's soccer game at 9:00 in the morning,  birthday party tomorrow evening and watch football and baseball!!!

Hope everyone has a wonderful weekend!!!

Link up here to play along!!!

Teddy Bear Day:)

This week at Abby's school science unit has been learning about textures and the sense of touch. Tomorrow they are having some activities with Teddy Bears. Abby gets to bring a Teddy Bear to school and they will being having "Teddy Bear Games" for most of the morning.



Abby is really excited about it and so am I. I get to be a part of it and help out with it all. I don't remember doing things like this at school when I was her age. Maybe we did but I just don't remember. I am sure it will be great. She has been trying to decide which teddy bear she is going to take. Ha ha. How nice would it be only to have to worry about which teddy bear to choose??? That would be wonderful. Oh to be a kid again.

I will be sure to take some pics and post them tomorrow when I get home. To make things even better....I am having lunch with Abby tomorrow. So I guess I will be hitting up McDonald's to get her a happy meal. I can't wait. I am sure it will be a fun fun day.

Busy Day...

Well today I am gonna be busy. I am about to head out to my Mom's house and start moving things to storage and within the next month we should be all moved in out there. :) Today Justin recruited a couple of guys from work to come and help move the pool table out of what used to be the game room and what will be our room. I am so glad that we are finally getting things going with this. We are all ready to get the show on the road. After the pool table is moved then the rest my Mom and I will be able to handle on our own during the week while everyone else is at work and school. 

The weather today is so great.....if I was in bed sleeping. It is very cloudy and rainy and nice and cool...my favorite time to sleep.

I guess I am headed to grab a latte for my Mom and I and then we are gonna get to work!

Happy Thursday!!



12 Days

After 12 days of being gone from the Endoscopy Center I stopped by to visit. It was nice. After working there for six years and seeing the same people daily, it is a big change not seeing them anymore. It was nice just to be able to stop by and chat and then leave without thinking that I had to go back up there to work the next day. It is not that I hated my job by any means but sometimes people change and want/need different things in their life. I was the girl that changed. The daily grind of working and rushing home to hurry and cook supper and bathe Abby and get her to bed, that had changed me. It is funny that it really did not take long for the change to come around. Abby's first day of school was Aug. 22nd and since then I have been a girl on the change. I had gotten to the point where I really did not enjoy coming to work, yes I know there are not many people who really enjoy working, but I did. I mean, I did not love to be there or want to be there all the time, but I did not hate it either. I can sit here and tell you that I miss somethings about working there. Some of my co-workers, talking to the patients, the crazy conversations that went on in the office, Yea I miss that so much. It was great to chat with everyone there today and nice to see their faces. :)

And I will continue to visit from time to time....That were my thoughts while I was leaving the Endoscopy Center today.  My idea from time to time is when I am ready to go and visit. Like I was today. I was ready and I was in town and I went to visit.

Ok the reason for all this silly beating around the bush is that on my way home I got a call from the Endoscopy Center and asked if I would be interested coming back to work but only as PRN. At that moment in time it sounded wonderful.. I would have no set amount of hours that I would have to work a week, I would only have to work at lease one shift every 90 days to keep a PRN status. I told them it sounded good and I would be interested in something like that...Or maybe I was wrong and I was really interested in it. Maybe I just liked the thought of seeing my co-workers every so often. I really have no idea what I am thinking. So the rest of my drive home with my Mom, after the phone call, I said very little. Just really thinking about the phone conversation that I had just had. Did I say that I was interested because I really wanted to do it or did I say that I was interested because I know that they need someone to help them out since they have not filled my position yet..... And that I am still unsure about at this moment. I did let them know that I would have to talk to my Husband about it and get back with them so not to get things rolling quite yet. I know that my Husband is going to say that I should do what will make me happy but damn I really don't know if that would make me happy. I am so completely happy being at home and being involved with my daughter everyday. I love that I don't have to rush anything anymore. I really get to just sit back and take in everything that is wonderful and great in my life. Would going back to work PRN take this away form me?? How would my daughter feel about it?? There would be days that I would work and not be able to pick her up form school. I have wanted to be able to be a stay at home Mom since Abby was born and now that I am able to do that I am not sure that I would be completely happy going back to work, even if it is just PRN. I am very unsure, as you can see of what I want to do. I need sometime to just sit and think about it and talk to my Hubby!

With all of that out there, I think that I will sweep and mop and finish my laundry.

Happy Hump Day!!