This and That

I am not really that big of a fan of change. I only like change when I am ready for it ahead of time. I don't really feel that way about every little thing but when it comes to big things I would really like to know ahead of time. I sometimes need some time to prepare myself. But I am fully aware that things happen and things change with out me knowing in advance. That is life right???

Work changes...well just suck sometimes. :( When you get used to certain things and all of the sudden they are different, it takes sometime to get used to. I have just not been myself the past week and I think that it is because of changes... I am tired, worn out and so ready for a week of relaxing...on my vacation at the end on July.

I hate when you know something is the matter with you but you really just can't put your finger on exactly what it is. It just sucks. You kinda start making a list in your head of things that maybe causing you to be in a funk. And even after doing that your still at a loss. Or maybe you know what is the matter but there is nothing that you can do to "fix" it. Either way it goes you just kinda feel stuck..lost..or at a loss. Well I am sure you could guess that all of the above is how I am feeling. There was really no need for all of my talking in circles but I thought that if I just laid it all out there I would feel better. So we will see. I have faith that things will get better for me. There is no doubt about that. What I doubt is if I have the strength to hang in there until that time comes. Wish me luck.

Enough about the sappy sad shit!

OMG, True Blood is like the hottest show ever!! Ohhhhh I love it so much! Thanks to my friend Steph I was all up to date for the new season that started last Sunday! I have a new addiction! I think this will be the best by far! I have a thing for vampires....but a show with vampires...hot vampires and sex, well that is just freaking wonderful!! My hubby even watched it with me! Now he won't be so surprised when I tell him to bite me;)

Well gotta get off here and have a little one on one time with my RangersI they are winning!!! Love that!

Miss you Steph,!


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Hump Day.
This week is dragging by.
Thoughts that are running thru my head:
I need a break.
I need some space.
I need a drink.
I want one right now!
I need a mute button.
Bored.
Hate.
Madness.
Never shutting up.
Bitches.
Sleep..I need sleep.
Fake laughers make me laugh.
Bullshitters piss me off.
I want to hide out.
Can't wait for True Blood to come on!
Xanax is my friend.
Some people never learn.
Don't be an expecter!
That is all for now...

Today is Monday and I am really not much of a fan of this day! I am feeling a little outta sorts today. Maybe a little on edge...ok yes more than just a little! But I think me being on edge will end as soon as I get home! I am ready to see me baby girl, hubby and I am fo sho watching True Blood tonight! Ughhh. I just can't get enough of it. I am gonna be some sad when I finish Season 3 and Season 4 does not start till the end of this month.
Usually I look forward to the weekends every week but I hate that I have so many things that I have to do this weekend! I dont like to have things that I HAVE to due!!! I just like to do whatever whenever!!!!!! And that is how I roll!!!!!

My pet peeve for the day is people talking!!!!!! Talking allllllllllll the time!

I Love Fridays



Happy Friday!!!

O.M.G. I freakin love the weekends!!!
I am so ready to get the heck off work and head home to finish up season 2 of True Blood!! I have a serious problem. I am addicted and I can't get enough of it. It is the greatest thing ever and there are some for really hot guys in it. :)

Sookie is the such a little cutie. I just love her.



And I really don't think Bill is all that hot but he is alright.

Eric is for sure a major hottie! I for serious want him to bite me:)



And Godric is a little hottie too.....Yummmmmm.



I can't leave out the buff Jason Stackhouse!!! Wow. What a body he has!!!



I just HAD to put this pic on here!!! It is the BEST! I want to lick him.....Please



Well I guess that I better get back to work. Hope this day goes by fast. Happy Happy Friday!!!!

Happy Friday!!

I had the pleasure of going to work at 530 this morning for my friend Stephanie. I was a clock watcher all night long....I really hate that I do that. I woke up at 430 and was not even tired. I did not even hit snooze one time!! That is really surprising!! I actually love getting to work early when I am able to get off early but that was not happening today. I did not really mind since I was off Wed and Thurs. :) I went into to work in a pretty good mood and was busy so it was going by fast and I was very happy about it. :)

Right after lunch I pulled out the movie that Steph let me borrow this weekend to take a look at it. After I looked at it I am pretty sure that I was smiling for the next few hours of work. I would have to say that she is.....well The Greatest!! I have yet to watch any on the True Blood Seasons and I had told her that I was going to start watching it and this is what she did for me!! I love you Steph!!!



This is what I saw when I opened the case.........................



You have made my day Steph!!! Thanks so much and I will take very good care of your DVDs!!! Thanks for making my Friday GREAT!!!!









Happy Hump Day!

I was off work today! It was a wonderful day! Abby and I had breakfast in bed and then stayed in bed till lunch time watching movies. :) I just loved it. And I am off tomorrow too. I am not sure what the plans for tomorrow are but I am sure that Abby and I will have a good time.

This afternoon we hung out outside for a little while. I laid out and she played in the swimming pool and chased the dogs with the water hose. We went and got sno cones and then stopped by Mels and Michelles house to visit for a bit. We just got home a little bit ago and Justin is still working. He is on call and is not having very good luck this week. So I am sure that he will not be home till late. Sooo I guess that it will be just me and my baby girl watching the Ranger game tonight.  I hope that they shoe up to play tonight!!! The past couple of games have not been very good. :( I have faith tho.

Well, its time to get this baby girl something to eat and get ready for the game!!!

Glad to be home

Wow, today was not my day. Nothing went as planned for me today and I am very much worn out from this day. So glad that I am fianlly home and I hope to have sometime to relax with a hot bath and mayb a drink or two. :)
The weekend went by way too fast and I am counting down the days till Friday already!!

This Ranger is really not helping my bad mood this evening. What the hell?!?! They need to get it together!

Abby is pretty worn out today. She did not have a nap and after supper we went outside and she swam and played. She just laid down in the bed and she is out like a light! I just love to sit and look at her sleeping. She is never still when she is awake so when she is asleep I have to take advantage of it. :) She is a busy busy girl!

I had planned on getting some relaxing in this evening but that did not happen! Played outside for a while and then my Mom called me...her car broke down and we had to come and pull it home.

Omg, 11 to 5 now in the Ranger game!!!! Ugh!!! They need to get their shit together!

So that took a little bit and now we are home and maybe after this game is over I will be able to take hot bath and just chill before bed! That is the plan anyway....but for some reason when I make plans they never seem to work out very well!! That is the kind of luck that I have! :(

Weekend Wrap Up---

I did not really feel much like being busy this weekend but did have a few things that we had to do. Abby and I got up pretty early Saturday morning and headed to my Memaws house, we had a little going away party for my Aunt Kathleen. She left this morning for Wyoming. She has decided to move there to be closer to her kids! I am very happy for her but we will miss her so much! I worry so much about her being so far away for us. I know that she is a grown woman and can take care of herself but she has, what I will call demons, and they seem to make their appearance when she is far away from us. So I will be praying that she stays strong and is able to keep the demons away! I just want her to be happy and healthy!

And Sunday we hung out at the house and cleaned up and did 52 loads of laundry! Ugh, it is really never ending at my house! By looking at the amount of laundry that we have in one week, you would think that we were a family of 6 at least! Ridiculous!!

Well the time has come for me to take my Xanax and soak in a hot bath!

Good night!!

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