A Few Days Off..

I have had the past few days off work and they have been great. I had planned on doing some painting for my Meme at her house but I decided that Abby and I would just spend some time together. :) We have had a blast. Along with having so much fun being with her all day long, the house has stayed clean and the laundry all done. And that is really amazing. I go back to work tomorrow for one day then off for the weekend. I could really get used to this not working stuff!!

Kinda sad at the moment. Abby and I made a delish pork roast with potatoes and mac n cheese. It looks and smells wonderful but I guess that it will just be the two of us tonight cause the hubby has to work late:( I am not sure what time he is going to get off he just text me and said that he was having to work "real late" whatever that means. So I guess that Abby and I will be hanging out watching AI alone tonight.

Below is a pic of my sis in laws friends baby that was born this morning. She seems to be having some trouble breathing and is not eating on her own. They are now feeding her with a feeding tube. She could sure use some prayers!!! And her Fam and I would really appreciate it. Thanks.:)



**Kaylee Ruth**





Good Stuff!

• I was off work today.:) That always makes me smile!
• I did have to go to the dentist...:( But it was really no biggie. Just a cleaning.
• I got to visit with my Memaw for a little while this afternoon. Which was lovely!!
• The rest of the day Abby and I just hung out.
• We played Toy Story Yahtzee Jr. She seriously could play that game all day long.
• We cooked a wonderful supper together for the hubby and had a super time doing it.
• Tomorrow our plans our....well just whatever we feel like doing. :) That is the joy of having days off work and no plans. I could really get used to this stay at home Mom business. I would love more than anything to be a stay at home Mom.
• I think that Abby and I may sleep late in the morning since we are both still up.:) We are playing some hamster game on the PS3. It is pretty fun. I just wish that I could win every once in a while. :)

I am BLESSED!!

Not feeling it today...

So I am not sure what my problem was today but I was just in a funky mood. I was just not myself. And I don't like it one bit!! Towards the end of the day I did get a little better but the funk is still there.:( I am off work for the next three days cause we are really slow at work this week and I think that will give me plenty of time to get the funk gone. I have to go to the denist in the a.m. but after that Abby and I are just gonna hang out and do a whole bunch of nothing!! I am certain that we will have a good time doing it too!!
I think that my funk maybe be from me not taking my celexa....I have been trying not to take it cause really I did not think that it was making any difference...well I guess that is why I am no MD!! I a guessing that it is making a difference and NOW I can tell...so yea I will continue taking it. I am not liking all this bad mood business!! Forgive me celexa for not believing in you!

I have never been much of a reader and I really wish that I was. I think that I would really enjoy it...that is if I liked it. Haha. Anyway, I got the bestest Christmas gift ever this year from a wonderful friend of mine that I work with. It is a book...I had mentioned to her that I needed some inspiration in my life and she gave me a copy of The Purpose Driven Life by Rick Warren. You have a chapter to read each day and I also got a journal that goes with the book. I have read several chapters and I freaking love it. It is just so hard for me to make time to sit down and read and write in the journal. But the days that I did read it and I did write on the journal I felt so great. Soooo this is my plan. I will have the book finished within 40 days from today and I will blog about my thought when I am all done. In the few chapters that I have read it has already made me think about many things that I don't usually think about...I mean that is a good way. This is a life changer...I am pretty sure. And it is full of inspiration and that is what I need and want. Thanks Steph for getting these books for me. It really means a lot to me. And I am going to finish it!:) This gift really touched my heart!!! With that said I am going to read my chapter, give it some thought and go to sleep!

Sunday=Work in the AM:(

Busy  weekend and I am worn out and not ready for all the work business tomorrow. I guess that I better get ready for it cause it will be here like it or not!!

I think that I spent all day yesterday buying parts for my brothers truck. I swear my fam has the work luck with their vehicles!! Dalten, my baby brother called me Friday night because his truck dies and would not start. It was pretty late and so cold so we did not mess with it for very long. We could not figure out what the problem was so we just left it there and went on home. So that is all that we did Saturday is try and figure out what the problem is...And we still are at a loss. I guess he will be having to take it to the shop and let them jack with it. I think that we ended up going to the parts store like 6 times yesterday. Yea ridiculous!!!  So today I am not doing jack. I have a few things that I want to get done around the house but other than that I am just gonna chill out and be lazy!! I am fixing to make a quick run to the store for something nice and warm for lunch and supper and that will be it for me. My hubby is going to my Memes house to pull out a bath tub so it will just be Abby and I! I may even feel the need to take a lil nappy! :) I am sure that Abby will not be up for all of that but I will be giving it a shot.

I hope that everyone has a great Sunday!!!

Tired Mind

I am just worn out. I have been thinking a lot about my baby girl, Abby starting school this year and I am really getting all crazy about it.. I don't think that I am really ready for all of this. It has just happened too fast. She is still my "baby girl". I know that she is ready for it but I am not ready in any form or fashion. Most Moms that I talk to say that the first day of school for their kids was harder on them than it was on the kids and I am sure that will be the case with Abby and I but I am already freaking out. I just hope that I am getting all this out of my system now so that by the time she starts school I will be ok with it. Haha. I am trying to be positive about it. It is just nuts. I start thinking about it as soon as I lay down to go to sleep and then I can't go to sleep because I am all anxious ans having to take a xanax! With the way things are going I am gonna have to get a refill pretty soon. I tell myself that it is so silly to be so anxious about something that is over six months away but it does not good at all! Hell I try to reason with myself and can't...Yea I think that I am losing it. And I have been talking to my husband about having a baby. Haha. Yea like that would be good. I am freaking out with one what the hell would I do with two??

All I know it time goes by way too fast and kiddos grow up way too fast. Don't miss out! You can't go back!!

Wee Bit Wednesday

 

Yay for Hump Day!!  Link up here and play along.  {one} name one thing you worry about running out of. Toilet paper. I think that I buy it every time I go to the store just to be sure that I don't run out.  {two} what is your favorite pizza topping? Cheese. Lots of cheese! {three} what is your favorite harrison ford movie?  What lies Beneath {four} apple juice or orange juice? Apple:) {five} what’s your favorite thing to do on a sunday afternoon? Play with my baby girl and watch football! {six} what is the wallpaper on your cellphone of?  A pic of Abby sleeping in her bed with all of her pillow pets.:) {seven} do you have a favorite tv commercial?  The one where the babies are talking. I don't even know what it is for. Lol. But I love it.   {eight} what is the weirdest thing you’ve ever eaten?  I really have no idea....I guess nothing.   {nine} what is one piece of clothing you can’t live without?  My Boy shorts. I freakin love them!!! {ten} if you were a character from “lost”, who would you be?  Not a clue. I have never watched it.

GIVEAWAY!!!

A fellow blogger and co-worker of mine is having her very first givaway on her blog! The winner will win a $20 gift certificate for CNS Stores! You should definitely check it out! That have some great stuff! I think that I will be ordering some things whether I win the givaway or not!! But I hope to win!!:)

ENTER HERE FOR YOUR CHANCE TO WIN!!

Just Honesty....

I got this from "One Step At A Time". I just recently started following her blog and I really love it!




I Am...so happy with what I have in my life.
I Want...to continue being blessed with my family and friends in my life.
I Have...a beautiful daughter that I love and adore.
I Wish...I could rescue all the animals that are not taken care of.
I Hate...child and animal abuse.
I Fear...the uncontrollable things in life.
I Hear...the t.v. and my daughter laughing while her Dad gives her a bath.
I Search...for the purpose of life.
I Wonder...if I will completely lose it on my daughters first day of school.
I Regret...not saying what I should have and not acting on things that I should have.
I Love...my daughter husband family and friends.
I Ache...when I think about how much I miss my Papa.
I Always...can think of my daughter and smile.
I Usually...think before I speak....yes usually.
I Am Not...as religious as I want to be.
I Dance...while I am folding clothes sometimes.
I Sing...in the car all the time.
I Never...want to go through anything that has to do with addictions again.
I Rarely...am able to hide my facial expressions.
I Cry...a  bunch.
I Am Not Always...positive...or right.
I Lose...when I don't win.
I'm Confused...about the justice system.
I Need...a little "me" time.
I Should...be finishing up all the laundry.

Gray hair??

I am coloring my hair right now. I usually do color may hair from time to time just to give to more shine and for it not to be so dull but I am having to do it today. This week at work one of the girls noticed that I had a crazy, bright and a very un-shy gray hair....Then the one turned into 3 gray hairs. And actually Steph could see one from way across the room!! Yea I think that I am just a little bit too young for all this gray hair business. :( I have never really had a problem with aging but I guess that is because I am just 27. So now I am a little worried that by the time that I am 35 the gray hair will be outta control!

Well my hair is done and I am gray free for the moment!! Yay!!

Freaky Friday

Happy Friday to all!!!!

So I love Cosmo and it is the only mag that I have to have every month. Since I have been talking with some of my girl friends about their likes and dislikes I have decided that I may just have to have a "Freaky Friday" post every week. It sounds fun to me!! Let me know what you think! My "Freaky Friday" post will consists of things that I LOVE from my Cosmo (relationship wise) and things that I just love and have had good luck with!

So here is the 1st Freaky Friday post for you!

So here is February's Cosmo cover! And look what is one of the cover stories....."Great Guy...Lame Sex"

So I think that I will chat a little about that since I was on that topic a little bit yesterday.

If you have not read this article I will give you a little run thru.

Have you ever been with someone that is just worried about themselves and they just pretty much shift into auto pilot mode in bed?? Yea, No fun at all. That is not need for jackhammers in the bed room or someone pretending to be one. :) Apparently this is really a common thing for a man to do-just go after what he wants and not have any idea that you have NOT getting what you want. So they say in this article that men take direction well.....Haha. What men are they talking about??? Yea I don't really know many that take direction well and especially when it comes to sex! They pretty much just tell you to hint around about it and make subtle movements that will let him know what you like and don't like. Haha. Well there is nothing subtle about having a damn jackhammer in the bed room so I really don't think that being subtle is the way to go. I am usually all about what Cosmo says but not this time. They say be a leeetle honest. Well I think that you need to be a lot honest. Not rude just honest. Most men are honest about what they want and don't have a problem with letting you know so what would be the problem with the women being honest as well?? Nothing at all. I actually think that men like knowing what their women want when they want it and how they want it. 

So are you honest with your man...or woman?? Or are you the subtle type?? And is it working out for you??? Let me know!

I am going to continue to post my fav links for lots of goodies. :)

ENJOY!



Fill in the Blank Friday

1.   I feel happy when  I am with my family! I love spending time with my baby girl and hubby. Abigail always makes me smile.  2.  I get silly when  I have been awake for a really long time or I am very excited about something. Or maybe I am silly all the time, I am not really sure.

3.  Something that makes me sad is  when I hear about terrible things happening to children. It is something that I will never understand and it will always make me sad.

 

4.  Something that makes me annoyed is I really don't have time to list them all but one thing that really bothers me is someone getting in the middle of something that has nothing to do with them.  

5.  A time that I've been truly surprised was  when I found out that I have having a baby. It was the best day ever.     

6.  I am so thankful for   my hubby, daughter, family and friends. I have the best fam in the world. They are always there for me no matter what! I am very blessed.

7.  I feel loved when  I am with my husband, daughter or family. I would be lost without them!

Link up here to play along!!

Lets talk about sex BABY....

Wow, I have so much on my mind, I really don't know where to even begin. This is pretty different from my normal blog post. I am usually just going on and on about random things that go on in my life but today I am taking some time to bring up something that I have been thinking about for some time now. These are my random thoughts about things that some people have a hard time talking about. I am not one that does have a hard time with that. :)

 

I think that it is pretty normal to chat with your close friends about sex. I don't think that you have to go into great detail about your sex life but chatting about it is no big deal to me. I actually chat about sex often esp with the girls that I work with. Mainly because some of them get all embarrassed but we do talk about it. I have been really listening to all the women that I talk to, inside and outside of work and I am really in shock at some of the things that I have heard. So I am wanting to know what your thoughts on this post are, weather you are involved with someone now or not. I need thoughts on it all. I really want to know if there are that many women/men living this way. What way you ask??? Keep reading and I will fill you in.....

 

From what I have heard there seems to be a lot of selfish partners out there and not any communication between one another when it come to sex and what you want and need. All of this just really blows me away. I have never had any problem telling my husband what I want/need and neither has he. I just can't imagine being happy with everything else in a relationship but the sex! I think that there is more to just doing the deed. If there is a connection between you and the other person...if you are married I just think that there is more that happens than just the sex. Have you been in a relationship where the other person is just worried about themselves?? So since I have been thinking about this, I have spoken to several women who say that their men are just worried about themselves. WTH is all that about?? Hello!! I don't think that you should be an "expecter"-kinda like I do for you then you will do for me-but I do think that there should be balance.. I think that it is some unspoken rule or some shit. Well it is in my house. We don't have to talk about it, ask for it and neither of us expect it. It is just really sad for me to hear about people who have not been "pleased". And for the people who are not "pleased" it is sad to me that they are not comfortable enough with their partner to let them know. By no means do I think that you have to be rude about it and just bust out with "you can't give me what I need" but I do think that you should be able to talk to one another and be honest about everything-including sex. I want to know if this is common. I want to know if this is uncommon. I want to know if you and your partner are "score keepers" Do you only do for him if he does for you or vice versa?? I have also heard form men that they are the ones who want "it" all the time and the women never do...I beg to differ on that crap! I believe that if both people enjoy just the same that they will both want it just the same. There seems to be some many people out there that just don't speak up for whatever reason and I think that is nuts.  Some men seem to have a hard time with fore play and just want to rush into the business without even preparing it. That is a big no go for me. I like things to be prepared. I am just gonna go ahead and throw it all out there for y'all. I have "toys", and I love them. I think that it is nice to spice things up with something like that. Some people don't think so. Well I used to be one of those people and it only took one time for me to change my mind. I am a firm believer in say and do what you feel...especially in the bedroom. How is your partner know what you like and don't like if you don't say something??? I am NOT a firm believer in doing something that you don't like or are uncomfortable doing just because your partner likes it. That is a big no no for me and my husband.

 

I know that this is all pretty crazy and really out of the blue and I will try to give a little warning next time before I post something like this. But I have really just been taken back by the things that I have heard. I think that sex should be fun and something that both enjoy...all the time. It should never be a chore..never be something that you dread. It should be balanced-you are "pleased" and so is your partner. :)

 

Ok so here are a few questions that I have.....

• Is is pretty common for sexual pleasure to be one sided in relationships?
• Do you do "things" for your partner because you want to or because you want something in return?
• Are you pretty out spoken with your likes and dislikes when it comes to doing the deed?
• Do you think that men want "it" more than women?
• Have you been in a relationship with someone who is selfish in bed?
• If you are married have "things" changed since you have gotten married?

I am sure that some...ok most will not answer these questions and that is ok but I would love to know your thoughts.. You can leave a comment or you can email me at ashley.adams@gmail.com!

I guess that is it for now. I am going to continue my research and see what I can find out.

I think that I am going to schedual a "passion party" or "surprise party".  Girls, if you have never been to one of these parties, you should really really go. Even if you are not into all that, it is a fun time for all!! I will keep you posted!

Check out this out!! I could seriously spend a BUNCH of money there. :)

Hump Day

We are half way there. .Man I love the weekends. :) I was even off on Monday and I'm still rushing the week. Yea I know I should not wish the time away. I just love the weekends so much. I love not having to work and being able to spend time with my sweet baby girl, husband and fam!!

I don't think that we have any plans this weekend. I am sure that I will have plenty to do around here tho. I think that I am going to try and get some things in order around the house. I need to clean out closets and all that jazz..not sure that I will but I have good intentions. :) I just feel so much better when things are in order and there is no clutter...if that is even possible with a 5 year old. I am gonna give it a shot.

I went and got my nails done today and the girls there that do nails really crack me up. Why is it that when you go in there just to get a fill they try to talk you into getting 52 other things done?? If I wanted that other shit done I would have told you that in the first place. I really hate that they do that. And then when you tell them that you DON'T want your "toe" done or your "eye brow" or anything else then they are talking to the other girls there in another language...yes they were talking shit!! No I don't understand you quite shit talking but I know what your saying you silly silly nail doer. I am not stupid. I maybe cheap but I am not stupid. Ok well I am done venting about my "nail" :)

wee bit wednesday

Link up here to play along!! {one} have you ever been on tv?No I don't think so. :( {two} what was the best movie you saw last year?Wow.. I don't watch very many movies. I always want to but never have time. :( So I guess the new Nightmare on Elm St.

{three} do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out?I love my sheets tucked in but with my husband that sleeps so crazy it does not happen very often. {four} do you cut coupons?No, That takes too much time..

{five} do you ever count your steps when you walk?Yes I guess that I do, I have never really thought about it. Not really sure why tho.  {six} what sauce do you dip your chicken nuggets in?Ranch. I love me some Ranch. I put it on everything.  {seven} do you have any magazine subscriptions?Yes Cosmo! I love Cosmo!! {eight} when was the last time you wrote a letter on paper?Are you kidding?? I have no idea.  {nine} what’s your favorite fruit pie?Peach. Yummm. {ten} black olives or green olives?Yuck! Neither. your turn! 

Saturday and Night

Busy busy day today. Got up pretty early thanks to the dogs needing to go outside and chase squirrels. They were going nuts-running from one window to the next until I got up and let the outside. Gotta love em.  Abby and I got up ate breakfast and chilled for a little bit-Justin was in bed till 3, I think. He was trying to catch up on all his lost sleep. I think that he did. :) My Mom came over and we did a little shopping and headed out to her house to clean up and get some of the stuff ready for Abby's party tomorrow. All the Toy Story decorations look really great. Abby is loving it. I can't wait to see her cake. I will be picking it up about 11 tomorrow. Mom and I cleaned carpets and house all day then decided to make a run to Walmart to get an area rug and a few other things for her house. Abby stayed with the boys (my Step Dad and brothers), they were outside messing around and cleaning up around the house.  We pulled into Walmart and it looked like it was the day before Christmas. What the heck??? The parking lot was full!! I hate that. And wouldn't you know that when we went to check out there was only like 5 checkers in the whole entire store!!! I hate that even more! I really miss having a small Walmart in Burk! It took forever to check out I think we were in line longer than we were actually shopping. :( I had cramps and I was not a happy girl to say the least. Thennnn we needed to get some gas...what a joke that was. That is the biggest cluster ever. Why do they think that they have to cram as much as they possibly can in the smallest area ever???? Whoever designed that was a complete dumb ass. Just sayin. After all the Walmart madness we got home and finished all the cleaning, we got the decorations out and know their house is like being in the Toy Story movie.

Now I am dog sitting for my brother while he is on a dinner and movie date with his girl friend. Man O man I am so glad that I do not have a puppy in the house all the time. Right now she is passed out! Thank you Lord!! She has been into everything. I am really glad that she gets along with my dogs well but I think they may be a little worried that we are going to keep her here. :) There is not need for them to be worrying about that shit!!!! Not after the evening that I have had. She is one busy lil pup!! I still did not take any pics yet. I did get a lil video clip of her being all crazy with my dogs, I will try to post it in a few. :) She is soooo cute but such a little shit too!

I am so worn out from this day. I am ready for the birthday party tomorrow and then ready to relax and be off work on Monday!!! I love that! Hope that everyone is having a great weekend. I will post pics of the party tomorrow. :)

Finally Friday

HAPPY FRIDAY!!!

I just love Fridays!! They make me smile. I since I am off on Monday, I am smiling extra big!!

Justin and I went B-day shopping for Abby today when we got off work! She is going to love her stuff. I really don't understand why I always think that I have to get so much stuff but I do. Spoiled rotten...Yes she is. And I think that Justin is worse than I am sometimes. He was today. He was throwing stuff in the basket left and right. I am glad that I got it all done and don't have to mess with it tomorrow tho. I have to clean house and get this damn laundry done. I really can't remember that I had all...all the laundry done. I guess that it has been about 5 years. Haha. There is just never enough hours in the day. Or maybe I just don't make enough hours in the day for it. Well whatever the case I really need to get it all done.

The Hubby is already in bed. He is worn out. He has been on call this week and has worked his lil ass off. Poor thing. I hope that he does not get called out tonight. He really needs to get some sleep. And I really hope that he does not get called out on Sunday. We are having Abby's party on Sunday and don't want to have to go all crazy on someone for wanting him to go to work in the middle of the party...And I will if I need to..

I think that Abby and I are about to take our baths and lay around for the rest of the night watching cartoons. That sounds like a great plan to me. They are saying it is going to get super cold this weekend. I am not really looking forward to all that crap. I don't think that I would mind if I did not have to get out in it but it really sucks having to get up early and go to work and it is freezing outside. I would much rather stay at home in the bed all day. :)

I forgot to take pics of my brother's new puppy Bella. She is so pretty. I just love her. I will for sure take some this weekend and post them on here. I bought her a new collar today. It is black and pink and says Princess. She was all active today. Chasing Abby all over the house. I just love puppies. :)

Time for a hot bath and gonna chill with my baby girl....She is about to be 5!!! **tear**

Fill in the Blank Friday

1.   Winter is  good for staying in the house , eating and visiting with fam...And blogging:).

2.  Summer is  super. I love summer. I will bitch about it being too hot at some point but really I like it a lot.

3.  If it were summer instead of winter right now I'd  be going to the lake or doing some kind of activity with water.

4.  My favorite thing to do in winter is   stay home and watch TV with my hubby and baby girl.
5.  My favorite thing to do in summer is    go to the lake and play with Abigail and the dogs outside.

6.  The ideal outfit for a sunny summer day is  shorts, tee and flops. BTW, I am really missing wearing flops.

7.  The ideal outfit for a frigid winter day is  sweats, tee and flops...j/k.

Link up here to play along!!

Super Day (=

Today was wonderful. I got off work at 12 something and headed to get my sweet baby girl. We hit up McDonald's for a little Mom and Daughter lunch date and then came home to just chill. I cleaned the house and I have been doing laundry all day long. We have so much laundry. I really don't know where it comes from. And I really don't remember having so many towels. Anywho, it does not take long for it to pile up around here..

Back to work in the am and I am really going to try and be in a good and positive mood. I have not really been in a bad mood but I guess that I have just not been my usual self. Sometimes I guess that I just get in a funk. Ha ha. So I am gonna try and be funk-free tomorrow. Wish me luck.....I am sure that I will need it. :)

My poor Mom has hurt her shoulder, we are not sure what she did but she can't do anything with that arm without it killing her. It has been hurting her since a few days before Christmas. She is about to die. She has been to the Dr and they gave her pain pills and told her to work it out.....it hurts to move it.....kind of hard to work it out. I have had to brush and wash her hair and sometimes get her dressed. She feels so bad. The pain is making her sick to her stomach and I am just sick of her being in so much pain. So finally in the morning she is going to have an MRI done. So please say a little prayer that all is okay and that they find out what is causing her so much pain. It breaks my heart to see her so miserable.

So I have been looking for a Great Dane puppy for my brother for graduation and I have found one. :) She is so beautiful..



This is little Laura



I am waiting on the guy to email me back as I type. She is in North Dakota.....I really hope that it all works out. Dalten is just in love with her. What a cutie she is. Heck I think that I am in love with her too. I am such a dog lover. I would love to have a house on several acres and have lots and lots of animals. One day...one day. That is a dream of mine. Dalten has wanted a Great Dane for as long as I can remember and he has talked me into getting him one for his graduation gift. :) Yea he is a little spoiled. I am so ready for the guy to email me back....I just keep checking my email over and over. Silly yes I know, but I can't help it. Dalten would just flip out if we got her. And that would just make me so happy. And I would have a lil puppy to play with. +'s all around. Err. I am so impatient. I wish that he would email me back. I am seriously not going to be able to sleep tonight.

Everyone is having babies....no not me...I wish...kinda. :) I love seeing all the sono pics. It seems like everywhere I go someone is showing off their sono pics. I just love looking at them. I think that it is just amazing. Abby will be 5 on Monday and everyone is saying that it is past time for me to have another one....I don't think that it is too late but I am not really sure if it is the "right" time. Hell I am not even sure if there is a "right" time. I guess that I am just happy either way at the moment. No pressure. I am having a ball with baby girl at the moment. She is more than a hand full. :) Never a dull moment in this house.. 

Yesterday I bought all the decorations for Abby's party. She was so excited when i got home and showed them to her. She cracks me up. She told me thank you like 52 times. Such a sweetie. Oh yea, They are Toy Story 3 decorations. She is allllll about that right now. I am sure that before I know it she will be on some other kick but I am really going to enjoy her loving Toy Story. I don't mind watching that especially compared to some of the other things that she has watched.  I will be sure to post some pics.

Omg, No email yet. Boo. I really am going to have to take a xanax and go to bed or I will be checking it all night long.

My hubby is on call this week. Plumbing. Poor thing. He has been working so much. This is the first night in forever that he made it home by 6pm. He got called out at midnight last night. He was not a happy camper. I don't think that he got home till after 2am and had to get back up at 7am to go back to work. I know that he will be more than ready for his week of call to be over with. I just hope that he does not get called out during Abby's B-day party. That would suck.

Well I am going to check my email one more time.....yea I am sure that it will not be the last time that I check it tonight... Going to change the sheets and lay down. I think that I need a little quite time.

It was a MONDAY!!

Oh my, I was really not ready to be back to work today. I guess that I did not get much rest this weekend and it is really catching up with me. I have still been kinda sick...Yes since Christmas that is. I am so over this crap!! I want it NO longer.

Work was busy. Same stuff different day. I was kinda in a funk today. I am not sure why. But things did just not seem to go my way and I am sure that everyone could tell that from my mood! (sorry about that ladies) I will be better in the AM!

This weekend we are having my sweet Abigail's 5th birthday. I can't believe it. Just thinking about it makes me tear up. My lil baby is not a baby. Ok I can't talk about it anymore tonight but here is a pics of her as a wee one.:)

She was the cutest baby EVER!!!

And is still beautiful!!

They just grow up so fast. It is just crazy to me that she will be 5 in a about a week!! **tear**

Happy New Year!!!

Goodbye 2010 and hello 2011!!!
Well I really can't believe that this year is all over. It is just crazy how fast it has flew by. In ten days my daughter will be 5 years old....Ughhh, why does she have to grow up so fast??? I am really not ready for all that stuff.

So this year has had its ups and downs like the many years before but I can say that I am ready for 2011. I am ready to spend time with my family and friends. I am ready to make the most out of this New Year.

Do I have any New Year's resolutions????
Heck yea I have a bunch of things that I want to do....things that I talk about doing and well....I don't so I am not going to even mention that crap that I will have forgotten about within the first week of the New Year. I want a safe and healthy fam all year long!!!!

I still have not posted any of the pics form Christmas and I am sorry about that. I have been so busy with work and hanging out with the fam that I have not had time to even get on the computer that much.  I am going to try and get them on here tomorrow. At least a few of them. :)

I hope that this weekend last forever. I really am not looking forward to work on Monday. :( I think that ever so often you just need a break form work. You know like an extended weekend or a little mini vaca. Well I think that I am at that point and really I have not been working that much. But I guess that I am just a little burnt out and I think that there maybe a few of us that are. There is only so much that one person can do and some people just don't understand that. Well I think that they just don't care. People like that just really chap my ass. And to top that off they are the peeps that make the most $$$!!! Man, life is just not fair sometimes. Enough about all of that business.

We don't have big plans for the weekend. I think that we are just going to hang out at the house and do laundry and clean up. I got most of the Christmas decor down today but I still have to put it all in the garage..so I know that I will be doing that sometime tomorrow. I am really planning on just staying home all weekend. I don't want to have to go anywhere. Just chill. I need rest. We have been going and going since Thanksgiving and I am ready for a wee little bit of down time. I am hoping for the best. :)

Happy New Year!!!! Hope that it is a Blessed One!!!