Bittersweet

So today was the day. My daughter is now enrolled in school. She was a little nervous about going up there at first but once we got there she was fine. Now she is really excited about school. I on the other hand, still feel the same about it all....Bittersweet. I am so happy about the new experiences coming her way and I know that she will have a wonderful time at school.....but i am the Momma that is not so ready for her baby girl to grow up. It really just seems like yesterday that I was big, prego and couldn't wait to hold her in my arms. Now she is five and is ready to take on the world..ok maybe not the world but she is ready for kindergarten!!

























So here I am just wondering where the time went..Life is just bittersweet.

Sunday

Here it is already Sunday!:( I am just not ready for work in the morning. The weekend just goes by to fast these days. I had a wonderful weekend. We spent the day at my Memaw's house and had a great time.

I am off work on Tuesday! I love being off work any other time but this time not so much. That morning Abby and I get to enroll her for kindergarten!!so yes, I am freaking out a little bit...or maybe a bunch. My little girl is growing up. :( I am not ready for all this business. I know that this is all part of life but it makes me sad and I feel like I am on the verge of a panic attack. I am sure that I will be fine but you should know that I have no Xanax to help me out!! I need to go back to the Dr and get my script refilled. I will for sure be going to the Dr before her first day of school!!!!

And then Tuesday afternoon Abby and I are taking my Hubby to the dentist to have a tooth pulled. No fun at all. I am sure that he will not be in a good mood after all of that! I would much rather be at work than having to do this stuff. :(

Well time to get my lil girl ready for bed. I don't want to blink I am afraid that I may miss something. She is growing up too fast for me!!

Hope everyone has a great week!!

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Thursday Thoughts...

~Tomorrow is Friday.....Enough said!!:)

~Work lasted forever today.

~Happy Birthday to my sweet and very wonderful Memaw!!!

~My allergies are killing me and I am so sick of them!!

~I wish that it was not busy at work tomorrow. I think that all Fridays should be easy days!

~Patience is something that I have not had very much of lately.

~I am so ready to see my fam this weekend!!

~Abby is ready to ride her new go-cart!! I will take some pics this weekend!

~I am ready for bed...right after I take some allergy medicine.

Night Night!!




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Location:Glendale St,Burkburnett,United States

Only Tuesday???

What the heck?? Why is it only Tuesday?? I was for sure that today was at least Wednesday!! But no such luck! Long day at work. For some reason the days just seem to be dragging by at work and then by the time that I get off work it is time for bed before I even have time to get anything done. I think that this time change has got me all kinds of messed up. I really hope that I adjust soon!

I am so ready for the weekend. We are going to my Mmaws house that is out in the country, outside a very small town. I love being out there. I have no cell phone service and it is wonderful. I feel at peace out there. It also reminds me how much I miss my Papa. :( All the fam will be out there for my sweet Memaws birthday and mine too! We always celebrate our birthdays together with the fam! I am going to be sure and take my camera and get some pics of all my loved ones.

This afternoon at work I checked in this little 85 year old man,( who was the cutest man ever) and I just fell in love with him. I love to talk to the patients and hear their story. His wife was telling me how he had recently gotten pretty sick and they can't seem to figure out what is the matter with him. He had been in and out of the hospital the past few months and was just not getting any better. Today he had a colonoscopy done. He is 85 and had never had one done before. After I got him all checked in I just could not stop thinking about him. I just had this gut feeling that he was going to get bad news and it was just about making me sick. I was going to pick up the charts from the recovery room and the Dr was talking to him, his wife and his daughter. He had cancer. He had two pretty large masses in his colon. He is set to see a surgeon on Thursday. As I type this, I am tearing up. I am not usually this way with all the patients. I care about them and I don't want anyone to get bad news but some just really touch your heart. He was one of them. I only talked to him for a few minutes but that was enough to make a lasting impression on me. So tonight when I say my prayers I will be saying one for him! And if you are reading this just take a second and say a little prayer for him as well. It would really mean a lot to me. I may never see him again...and I may not ever know the outcome of his surgery but he is on my mind now and I think that he could use a few extra prayers!!! Thanks!!!

Time for bed!! Nighty Night!!




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Busy

So super that today is Saturday. Woke up pretty early this morning and got busy cleaning this messy house. All that is left is the mountains of laundry. Ughh not looking forward to all that. But someone has to do it and I guess that someone is me!! I guess that I am the lucky one today! Yea right!!
Yesterday was the longest day ever. I did not think that it was ever going to be time for bed! I was a very very tired woman. Thank goodness Abby was pretty tired herself and we were in the bed and asleep by 9:30!!! It is so pretty outside today. Abby is in the back yard right now playing the the dirt and on the swing set. Oh to be young again! I don't think that I am old but I will be 28 on Monday....S that means that I am almost 30!!! And that is all that I will say about that! No need to dwell on that business!!

This evening we are grilling some steaks at my Mommas and just chilling with the fam! I am ready! I love being out in the country. My Mom does not live very far out of town but it is just enough for me!! I would love to live out there. I am such a country girl at heart!! Well time to get back to the laundry!!

Have a great weekend!!

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Really?????

Ok, I am all about not being bored while I am at the Dr office. But I am just really really worn out with this day. I am working the front desk today and I actually was looking forward to the change of pace. I am a big talker and I love getting to talk to the patients. But any who, this afternoon a husband and wife came in, the husband is having the procedure done. So he is in the office getting checked in and his wife busted out all her bills among many other things and starts taking care of business....It was like three chairs of business. I am not joking. Is that something that has to be done right this very second??? I doubt it. That did not bother me as much as her calling every single person in her family and every single person that she knows. Not joking about this either. She has been on the phone since she finished paying bills and came up and asked for envelopes!! Oh yes…Yes she did! She has made everyone else in the waiting room feel very uncomfortable by being very loud on her phone talking about personal things. Shut up and get your lazy ass up and go outside. This poor man that is in there now is about to cut his arm off with a paper clip and I am working on cutting mine off with my keys. Errrrrr. Some peoples kids!!!!! She is still on the phone. It is never ending. I am not sure that this would get on my nerves any other day but I have been up since 3:15 because I am a clock watcher. Yea I am not sure why the hell that I do that but I do and it makes me so mad. So maybe I am just a little on edge this afternoon. Oh and all she has done this entire time on the phone is bad mouth everyone. I need a xanax and a nice cold beer. J She is a teacher. Poor kiddos that have to deal with her everyday. That would make for a very long school year. Ok, ok I am done venting about this crazy lady who cannot just chill for 5 flippin seconds!!! Take a breath and close the mouth. Not everyone wants to here all about your family business!!! I just want to throw out there that I DO NOT behave this way when I am in the public!!!!!   Later On Ya’ll!!

I'm Lovin....

First off I am lovin that today is Friday. And yes I am aware that I did not even work on Monday and Tuesday but I am still ready for it!!!

I am also lovin that yesterday when I got home, my Hubby was putting in my new dishwasher that he surprised me with!!! And yes I am very excited about it. I have only been witout a dishwasher for a few days and it has been hell. I am not that girl that enjoys standing up forever in front of the sink and washing dishes. Thanks so much Sweetie for helping a girl out!!!

This is me no longer!!!

To make yesterday even better, my Husband passed his NICET 2 test that he took in Dallas a few weeks ago!! He was so excited and I am such a proud little wifey!!!:) My Husband is a little smartie pants!! Oh yea, don't ask what NICET stands for because I do not remember but I can tell you that it has to do with Fire Protection Systems!:)

I hope that eveyone has a wonderful weekend. I know that I am! Happy Friday to all!!!