Bittersweet

So yesterday my Memaw got married! It is really weird for me to type that...well because after my Papa died I never thought this day would come. And here we are...she is married! I am very happy for her and Don! I think it will be a little strange for me at first, with him living in her house and all bit I am sure that things will fall into place! Here are a few pics of their big day!!

Thursday has come to an end...

I am so glad that the weekend is almost here!! We have lots to do but I am excited about it.

Tomorrow at 6 is opening day for softball. Abby and I will be at the ball field from 6 to midnight! My nieces, Makayla and Makenzie both play softball and we will be there to show our support! The theme for opening day this year is "Under the Lights". Most of the games will be played after dark and the girls are very excited about it!! Abby and I are pretty excited too!! We went and picked up out team shirts today and tomorrow, while Abby is in school,I will pick up some black ribbon to finish off our shirts!! I can't help but add a little something to our shirts!! :)

Saturday morning Abby has her second soccer game! She is doing so good this season and she is sooo ready for her game!! I am so glad that she enjoys playing because I really enjoy watching her progress with each and every practice and game!!

This afternoon Justin decided that we should have a picnic at the park and let Abby get her fish on! Haha! She had a blast! I think she caught around 5 catfish! She cracks me up when she is reeling one in! It is the funniest thing ever!!! Needless to say we had a wonderful evening!!

Time for bed! Busy busy day tomorrow!!!

12 Days

After 12 days of being gone from the Endoscopy Center I stopped by to visit. It was nice. After working there for six years and seeing the same people daily, it is a big change not seeing them anymore. It was nice just to be able to stop by and chat and then leave without thinking that I had to go back up there to work the next day. It is not that I hated my job by any means but sometimes people change and want/need different things in their life. I was the girl that changed. The daily grind of working and rushing home to hurry and cook supper and bathe Abby and get her to bed, that had changed me. It is funny that it really did not take long for the change to come around. Abby's first day of school was Aug. 22nd and since then I have been a girl on the change. I had gotten to the point where I really did not enjoy coming to work, yes I know there are not many people who really enjoy working, but I did. I mean, I did not love to be there or want to be there all the time, but I did not hate it either. I can sit here and tell you that I miss somethings about working there. Some of my co-workers, talking to the patients, the crazy conversations that went on in the office, Yea I miss that so much. It was great to chat with everyone there today and nice to see their faces. :)

And I will continue to visit from time to time....That were my thoughts while I was leaving the Endoscopy Center today.  My idea from time to time is when I am ready to go and visit. Like I was today. I was ready and I was in town and I went to visit.

Ok the reason for all this silly beating around the bush is that on my way home I got a call from the Endoscopy Center and asked if I would be interested coming back to work but only as PRN. At that moment in time it sounded wonderful.. I would have no set amount of hours that I would have to work a week, I would only have to work at lease one shift every 90 days to keep a PRN status. I told them it sounded good and I would be interested in something like that...Or maybe I was wrong and I was really interested in it. Maybe I just liked the thought of seeing my co-workers every so often. I really have no idea what I am thinking. So the rest of my drive home with my Mom, after the phone call, I said very little. Just really thinking about the phone conversation that I had just had. Did I say that I was interested because I really wanted to do it or did I say that I was interested because I know that they need someone to help them out since they have not filled my position yet..... And that I am still unsure about at this moment. I did let them know that I would have to talk to my Husband about it and get back with them so not to get things rolling quite yet. I know that my Husband is going to say that I should do what will make me happy but damn I really don't know if that would make me happy. I am so completely happy being at home and being involved with my daughter everyday. I love that I don't have to rush anything anymore. I really get to just sit back and take in everything that is wonderful and great in my life. Would going back to work PRN take this away form me?? How would my daughter feel about it?? There would be days that I would work and not be able to pick her up form school. I have wanted to be able to be a stay at home Mom since Abby was born and now that I am able to do that I am not sure that I would be completely happy going back to work, even if it is just PRN. I am very unsure, as you can see of what I want to do. I need sometime to just sit and think about it and talk to my Hubby!

With all of that out there, I think that I will sweep and mop and finish my laundry.

Happy Hump Day!!

2 Down....2 More To Go!!

So work was...well just work. Nothing out of the norm happen today. It was a pretty busy afternoon, which is kinda nice.since it was busy with all the scheduling that means that I will have plenty to do tomorrow,:) I would much rather be busy than waiting on things to do.

So ever now and then I get into a funk for a while and I have mentioned it before, but I think that I am backin it once again. I have just been blahh the past couple of days. I can't really put my finger on what my problem is but I am sure it will pass. I am pretty excited about being off work on Friday and just spending sometime away from everything. It will only be one night in Dallas but it will be fun. And something different. I think that Abby is pretty excited too. She loves pulling her little princess suitcase that has wheels. Haha. She is always looking for a reason to get it out. Hell I think that she would take it everywhere if I would let her. She is already planning what she will put in it. Just for the record-it will be full of toys. She is not at all worried about clothes. She is worried that she won't have enoughroom for all her Toy Story dolls. Man, to be a kid again...only having to worry about where I was gonna put my toys!!!

Oh what the hell is up with me not sleeping good the past few nights??? Ughhhh, I really hope that tonight is the night that I get that crazy good sleep. You know where you go to sleep, wake up like an hour later and think that you have been asleep for like 6 flippin hours!!!!! I have not had that kind of sleep in forever...and I need it and want it. Heck it has been taking me like freaking 2 hours just to fall asleep. That just wears me out and what makes it worse is that as soon as my Hubby lays down in the bed and his head hits the pillow, he is asleep. Its like he does not even have to try or something. I have to like work at going to sleep. It is so not fair! And poor Abby is just like me. It takes her forever to go to sleep. I used to never have a problem sleeping. I could sleep anywhere at anytime. Now not so much!! That is something that I miss the most about being a teenager....sleeping all day long and loving every bit of it!!!!! Speaking of sleep I think I am gonna try to go there!!!!!

Busy Afternoon

Abby, Dalten (my brother) and I put the Christmas tree up today. Abby was so happy when I got to my Mom's to pick her up today, I had told her last nigh that we would put the tree and stuff when I got off work and boy was she ready. She was cracking me up. As soon as I got there she told me that she was ready and that I could not stay and visit...we had to go right then. She may think she is the boss sometimes. And I can say that she gets that from me. Bless her heart. So we did not stay very long but we did stay long enough for me to talk my brother into coming and helping us get it all out and up. Which was a big plus. I just love having brothers. :) Younger Brothers that is.
Any who, Tree is up. Living room is decorated half way. I still have a few things that I have to put up. Tomorrow I will be cleaning the rest of the house and doing laundry. I have some decorations that I have to put in the dining room and kitchen too. I hope to make time to get it all done.
          I am planning on getting to sleep late in the morning...yea planning but usually that does not happen. I will just have to wait and see what Miss Abigail decides to do.

After all the decorating we went back out to my Mom's for supper with the fam. It was very nice. If you haven't noticed we spend a bunch of time at my Mom's house. Haha. We just love hanging out there!! We always have a good time and good food!! We sat out on the patio with a fire and just chilled! I love it. I wish that I lived out of town. I miss that so much. I think that I am pretty much a country girl at heart. There is no better way for me to relax than just sitting out on the patio at night with a fire and all the fam!!!!!I could do it every single night. 

I think that Abby and I are going to see if we can find some Christmas cartoon shows on and snuggle up in the bed!!!

What a Weekend!

Really is it Sunday already??? This weekend went by so fast. We were so busy all weekend. I am glad that I get to rest tomorrow since I am off. :) Abby and I will be having a Momma Daughter day. I love days like that.
     I posted pics from the Halloween Party, We had a blast. It was great to have most of the fam together and some friends as well. We had lots of great food, drinks and lots and lots of candy. The kids played games inside and outside, went trick-or-treating and then came back to the house for a cake walk and more games. They had a blast. Abby loved her costume. She was so cute. Everyone that dressed up looked great. But I think that my brother, Colten, had the best costume. I really could not stop laughing at his chest hair. OMG. They cut some hair off the wig that he had and glued it to his chest. It was the greatest. I will be laughing about that for a while. :) I am glad that it all turned out good. My Mom and I are worn out from getting everything together. It is really a lot of work planning a party and getting it all together. But it was well worth it. Lots of good times with the fam.

  Abby did not wake up til 10 this am. I was so surprised and so happy about that. I was so damn tired. I thought that I would be able to have time for us to take a nap today but we were just to busy. :( So I did get the house all cleaned up and I have been doing laundry off and on all day long. We went out to my Moms for supper and hung out there for a little while. My sis in law Melanie and Michelle came out and had supper with us and chilled. We had a great time. I have really enjoyed getting to spend time with Mel, Michelle and the girls. We all have a really great time together. Which is great because Mel is really the only person from Justin's family that we see and that we are close to. I am so thankful that she is always there for Justin because no one else in his family is.

   Tomorrow I am off work and I am not doing anything. I think that Abby and I will just hang out at the house, play some games, play outside, watch some T.V, and if there is enough time we will do some laundry. Haha.
 Man, I am so sick of allergies!! I have been feeling like crap. And I don't know why but as soon as I get ready to go to bed my nose gets all stuffy and crap and then I can't sleep. Well I think that my allergy meds have just kicked in so I am gonna head to bed.

    

Halloween 2010 Pics:) Part 2

*Brason*

*Abby and Ranson*

*Justin-My Hubby*

*Justin*

*My brother Colten*

*Cutie Pie Clayton*





*Dalten-Anissa-Colten*

*Dalten-Anissa-Colten*

*Abby trick-or-treating at the fire station*

*Justin and the kiddos trick-or-treating*

*Ranson*

*Abby*



*trick-or-treating*



*Sooooo Beautiful*

*Pops trying to scare all the kids trick-or-treating*

*Abby*

*Cousins*

*Everyone BS-ing*





*Colten-Check out that chest hair*

*Memaw-Ranson*

*Random*

*Anissa-Kathleen*

*Colten-Chest hair-Me*

Halloween 2010 Pics:)

*My Brother Dalten*

*Dalten*

*Me* I Love Josh Hamilton!!

*My Aunt Kathleen* (GI Jane)

*Abigail Jean* (My Lil Witch)



*Abby Jean*



*My Aunt Anissa*

*My Step Dad-Pops*

*Me being silly*

*Justin and Wes BSing*

*Abby and cuz Brason Pumpkin Bowling



*Dalten-Memaw-My Mom*



*Abby with a crazy look in her eyes*

*Sweet Baby Girl*

*Trisha and Clayton*

*My Memaw and her friend Don*



*Dalten and Rollie*



*My Mom-The Kitty*

*Me Watching the Rangers Game*

*Trisha-Wes-Cutie Clayton*



*Ranson pumpkin bowling*



*Brason and Ranson bowling*

*Memaw and Don*

*Aunt Kathleen*

*Memaw-Ranson-Don*

*Wes*



*Abby*