It has been a while.....I have been busy. We seem to have so many things going on it is hard to make time to sit and relax with a little blogging time. I have missed it. I guess it is a release for me. I just get to sit and let it all out and then I feel better and go on about my business. :)
I will be headed to the school today to help out in about in hour or so. I am really not feeling it today. I think that it is because of the weather. It is so chilly and windy. I freaking love it....well I would love it so much more if I did not have to go anywhere today. But I do so I guess I will just have to deal.
Looks like we should be able to finish up the move this weekend. :) Ughhh, I am so ready to have it all done and over with. I have so much to clean and paint and get ready before my renters (My sister in law and her girls) move in. I am not looking forward to busting ass over there every single day for the next couple of weeks. But again I will have to deal.
I am missing my friends...I am keeping my fingers crossed that I will be able to go and visit them sometime this week. I hope that it is in my cards. :) I need a drink or two with Steph. I miss her like crazy. I need to go and see them all!! But for really it is time for Steph and I to have a date!!!!! I do have some free movie tickets that we need to use. :)
I think that I am going to get with James Deen, my tattoo man, and set up a time where he can hook me up. I am in need of another tat! Yes, I said need. I really feel the need to get another one. I love getting them done:) Maybe it is like blogging in a way...a release...time to relax. Whatever it is I love it and I am ready to get it done. :)
Abby is doing so good in school. I can't believe that she has already been in school long enough to get her report card! That is just crazy to me. And she it still loving every second of it. And that makes me one happy Momma!!! I am so ready to have a baby! We are trying...I am more than ready. Abby is too. And so is Justin. I am ready to have a wonderful addition to our lil family.
Well it is time for me to get a few things done around here and then head to the school. I hope that everyone has a wonderful day!
Oh yea, I love the Rangers!!!!!!
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Tuesday, October 18, 2011
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
Lost
Lost... That would be me at the moment. I am just lost...I am just at a loss. Death is such a hard thing to deal with anytime regardless of the situation. I am 28 years old, graduated in 2001 and I have had my dealings with death. I never thought that I would have to deal with it this much. In high school we had a pretty good size class and it just seems to be getting smaller and smaller. So here we are again. We are back in this situation that we were in not so long ago. Brokenhearted.
A very good friend of mine decided to end his life Sunday night. I love him so much but this is the maddest I have ever been at him! I am scared...lost..sick...mad. I am a ball full of emotions. So confused. I have never had to deal with something like this before. Everyone has questions. Random people want to know why. Some want to talk to you about the Lord. Let it be. It is not your place to judge....isn't the right?!?!? Let's just allow the man up stairs do that. There is no need to remind everyone about the sin that he has committed. We are all very aware. Does it really matter how he died? We are all still going to miss him the same if it had been a car wreck. To me it make no difference. More confused maybe but does not change how I feel and how much I miss him. I am praying for him praying so hard. Many say it will make no difference. And I am thinking that they shouldn't say a damn thing. I don't tell you what you need to pray about and you don't tell me what I need to pray about. I am praying for him, his family and all his friends.
Everyone is fighting their own battle. Some just don't know how to win it on their own. I will not be the friend that bails when the battle gets to difficult, I will be there till the end. I am still fighting for you Mikey and I will not stop. You will always be in my heart.
R.I.P Mikey. I love you!!
A very good friend of mine decided to end his life Sunday night. I love him so much but this is the maddest I have ever been at him! I am scared...lost..sick...mad. I am a ball full of emotions. So confused. I have never had to deal with something like this before. Everyone has questions. Random people want to know why. Some want to talk to you about the Lord. Let it be. It is not your place to judge....isn't the right?!?!? Let's just allow the man up stairs do that. There is no need to remind everyone about the sin that he has committed. We are all very aware. Does it really matter how he died? We are all still going to miss him the same if it had been a car wreck. To me it make no difference. More confused maybe but does not change how I feel and how much I miss him. I am praying for him praying so hard. Many say it will make no difference. And I am thinking that they shouldn't say a damn thing. I don't tell you what you need to pray about and you don't tell me what I need to pray about. I am praying for him, his family and all his friends.
Everyone is fighting their own battle. Some just don't know how to win it on their own. I will not be the friend that bails when the battle gets to difficult, I will be there till the end. I am still fighting for you Mikey and I will not stop. You will always be in my heart.
R.I.P Mikey. I love you!!
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