Wrap Up..

I loved loved the UFC fights! I mean seriously did that damn boxer think that he had some shit on Randy Couture??? What the hell was he thinking?? And after the dumb ass tapped out he says that he will be back in the UFC for another fight!!! What the hell ever. He is a puss and needs to go back to boxing cause apparently he can't hang with MMA fighters!! Haha.

So here are a few pics of the guys that I am talking about...

So these were the main fights of the night!!! And they both were great!!!

And this guy here...He thought that he was gonna come in there and knock Couture out. Yea he is a dumbass!! And just since I am talking about the UFC I just thought that I would throw in a pic of Forrest Griffin!!! Why you ask??? Well because he is so damn hott!!! Even with his big ears!! Haha. Damn I love the UFC!!

So all in all it was an ok weekend. I am tired as hell from no damn sleep and I am not looking forward to going back to work...So I guess that you could say that I am feeling pretty normal on this Sunday!!! Lets hope that Monday is short and not the least bit shitty. But I am sure that some kind of shit will hit the fan and my good thinking will not do me any good. And yes at work I get called Negative Nelly! Haha.

Busy Day..

The HHH bike race thing really put a damper in my plans today. :( Abby and I were trying to get outta of Burk to head to Wichita to go to a pool party and that did not go very well. Roads were blocked off every where and it took forever. By the time that we were able to get out of Burk we did not have time to make it to the party and get back to Burk for the other B-day party that we had to go to. Abby was pretty upset she was so excited about going this morning and it got all jacked up.
Abby and I spent half the day at effing Wal-Mart getting tires put on my brothers car. Yea I know he should have been doing it but sometimes he is helpless. And he worked half the night last night and he was tired. They don't get in a hurry about shit there. Abby was pissy, I was pissy, it was just not a good time for us. When we finally got the hell outta of there we were almost late for the other party. Hell by that time Abby was tired and ready to go home but we went. She had a good time. She is worn out though. She is already in the bed.
So now it is time for me to have some quite time and get ready to watch the UFC fights!!

Friday Whoot! Whoot!!

Holy shit I can't believe that its finally here. It really seems like it has been forever. What the hell has this week be like a month long or what??? I am so worn out with all this working business. I am damn glad to be off for a couple of days!!
So I live outside of Wichita Falls Texas and tomorrow is the Hotter than Hell One Hundred. So what does that mean?? There will be a shit load of cyclist on the damn road. I am not against people riding their bikes but they have roads closed and shit for this and there are so many people that it is ridiculous. For a good part of the day I will not even be able to go across town. And I don't like to be told where and when I can go some place. Anyway I will be pretty damn irritated tomorrow because of all that shit.
Never the less I am so happy that it is Friday!!! I hope that this weekend last FOREVER!!!!

Thankful...

I have been going through some bad time here this past week and really with everything that has gone on I should be very thankful for everything that I have. I am very thankful for my family and friends in my life. But I did notice yesterday after the memorial that there are a bunch of people that used to be a huge part of my life and they are not any longer. There is no specific reason, I think that it is just because we all just get busy with the day to day life and just don't make the effort to make time together. But that is no excuse. I have decided that I have to get some of those people back in my life. So I am going to plan a get together and get it all started. I really hope that it turns out well. I am not sure when I will do this but I am thinking sometime next month for sure. I think that it would be so much fun for us all to just hang out like old times. And really I think that I need some "old times" in my life right now. We are not promised another day, minute or a damn second, so I am ready to take on this shit and own it. And I hope that the res to them follow.
I have this friend Jeremy that I went to high school with and he was a very great and close friend of mine. I had not seen him in forever until yesterday. He was always there for me no matter what time it was or what he was doing. He was great. It was so wonderful seeing him. As soon as we seen eachother in the church all the memories came back to me just like it was yesterday or some shit. It was crazy. I had not thought about some of that shit in years and there is was fresh on my mind. I felt so happy to remember the times that we had together. I am ready to continue on with new times with all of the guys that I used to hang out with. Our get togethers maybe a little different than they used to, with all the kids and stuff but I think that it would be freakin great. I am so ready. I need to get on the ball and get it all figured out. And maybe I can get my party pooper husband on board. Haha. Someone once told me that it is better to just do it and ask for forgiveness later. So I think that I may take that path! Haha. Good think that my husband does not ready this shit or he might start bitching.
Thankful and Plotting, Ashley

Rough Day..

Today was pretty rough for me. I went to work and worked till about 11:30 and then headed home to get ready for my friend Johns memorial. It was a beautiful service. Everything was just the way I think that he would have wanted it. The only thing that I think that he might have wanted is for all of us to be smoking cigarettes and drinking a cold beer. :) He was always the life of the party and even though he was not physically there today, he was still the life of the party. There is a guy named Adam that we went to school with and he is a great guitar player and a killer singer, he sang 4 or 5 songs that were freaking GREAT! I think that would have made John so damn happy. It is so hard to cope with life when things like this happen. It is almost like I can't be "normal". I don't know when it will pass or go away but I am so worn out and I just need some time to think and get away. I need a little "me time". I have lost loved ones before and it is never easy. I am not sure why I am having such a difficult time with John being gone. I have not been able to sleep and when I do go to sleep I wake up pretty quickly because of a dream or nightmare about him. It is awful. I feel so helpless and when I feel so helpless I feel bad because I think of his Mom, Dad and Sister and know that they feel worse than I do. I know that John would not want me to dwell on this and be so miserable but that is alot easier said than done. I am hopping that the memorial today will give me some closer and just maybe I can get some much needed rest. And I will have to have the help of my close friend XANAX. Haha. I just hope that "my friend" helps me out tonight.
Sorry that I am a depressing blogger lately. I hope that I can get out of this funk and get it all together.
In a funk and not liking it, Ashley

Sunday...

Well the weekend is coming to an end and I can't say that I am ready for it to. I can day that this was not the greatest weekend. I am still at a mess about my friend John. It is really hard for me to put together that he is not here anymore. It has been really difficult for me to process. Tuesday is the memorial and I am really looking forward to all of the crew from high school being together again. I think that is just what John would want. He was always the life of the party. With a smile that would light up the town. I can't wait to see that smile again.
Well back to work tomorrow. Boo on that shit. My friend Steph is off. Her boys start school tomorrow. So that means that it will be a long day for me. She is my break partner. When she is not at work the day really seems to drag and well just plain suck. But I am glad that she will be able to take her boys to their first day of school. My daughter will start school next year and I get sick just thinking about it. It is crazy how fast the grow up. So sad but happy at the same time. My youngest brother starts school tomorrow too. He is a senior this year. That makes me feel old as hell. Haha. I still can't even believe it. I know that he is pretty excited and ready to get out of school...I tell him not to rush that shit, the real world is not all its cracked up to be. Haha.
Well I guess I better get off here and get some shit done before I go to bed.
RIP John Parker. I love you!

R.I.P JOHN BOY-I LOVE YOU!