Fill in the Blank Friday!!!

Happy Friday!!!

Fill in the blank time!

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1. What I love most about my home is:

It is mine. I can change things anytime that I want to. I love being there.

2. I'm excited because:

Today is Friday and Payday!!!

3. My preferred method for blowing off steam when I'm frustrated is:

I usually go and sit in my big old chair in my laundry room, smoke a cig and vent to my Momma either on the phone or in person.

4. Currently I am craving:

The past week or so I have been eating pickles like crazy. I am not sure why but I would really love to have one right now. I have been eating like 2 or more a day. Nuts.

5. The thing I love most about my mom is:

She is the shit! I love and admire so many things about her. She has never been selfish one time my whole life. She is always doing for others while thinking of herself last. She is the most wonderful Mother, Best Friend and Grandmother EVER!!!!!

6. If I was going to write a book about my life, the title would be:

The Perfect Mess

7. If I were to eat one thing for the rest of eternity it would be:

At this moment it would be pickles that I can not live without. But really I go through phases where I eat the same things over and over again for a couple of weeks and then I get so tired of them I almost never want to eat them again. Yea, it is crazy but its what I do.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL THE MOMMAS OUT THERE!!

Good Evening

I actually am feeling a little bit better today. I think that just maybe I am on my way back to being ummmm, well normal I guess.

Got off work and went to the chiropractor. That was nice. I have not noticed any major changes yet but he said that since my back is so messed up it will take a few weeks for me to notice a difference in how I feel. There is hope.....I hope. He has faith. I am ready to get to the point where he said that I would be giddy! It takes time and I have never been really good with the whole waiting game. But I am not going to stop going just yet. It does feel pretty amazing while I am in there. It is pretty relaxing. I could really get used to going twice a week for about 45 minutes just for the quite time that I get. I am not used to that business. I am enjoying it..

After my appointment I headed to get my baby girl and then we headed to the soft ball field to watch Makayla (my neice) play. They did not play so hot at first but finally they got it together and looked like pros out there. Makayla got a home run! It was so freaking great. She was so damn excited and so were we! We were all going crazy! So proud of her!!! They ended up losing the game but it was still a great game.

Well it is time to turn on the Rangers game. :) I hope that they win tonight like they did last night!! Good stuff!

Yaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyy, for tomorrow being Friday!!!

Random Thoughts

~ Hope my friend is feeling better she was sick today:(

~ Time is going by too fast for me when it come to my baby girl growing up but too slow when it comes to being Friday!

~ I am not sure what it is about watching a good UFC fight that just makes me feel better! Hot guys....fighting...sweating...bleeding..if it is a good fight! I just love it!

~ The Rangers seem to be in a funk like me, they really need to figure something out! I am hoping tonight they kick some ass!

~ I think that my two most favorite places to relax are my Moms back patio and my laundry room..alone.

~ I am planning out my next tattoo, it won't be too much longer and I can't wait!

~ My favorite part of the day is laying in bed with my baby girl and talking to her about her day. She is always full of stories...she cracks me up.


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Seem to being feeling a little better about things today. Looking forward to my chiropractor appointment today. Ready to see what I have going on and get it fixed. He seems to think that he can hook me up and make me feel better. I hope so! He told me brother yesterday that by the time he got finished with me I would be "giddy" because I would feel so much better. I am not sure about the giddy part but we will see.
Easy and smooth day at work today. Just waiting on 430 so that I can get the heck outta dodge! I am always counting down the day while at work!
Have a good Tuesday!!

Cut Short

Well as I said yesterday, I had planned on being Miss Positive.....yea didn't last very long. I think that the plan was all wrong. You should not start things on Mondays! Mondays are bad enough within their selves let alone having to try to accomplish something else. Today was a big fail on the positivity business! Oh well. No biggie. I am over it.

Time..how much time does it take?? That is the question that a lot of people seem be asking lately. There is no answer for that. Time will never make you stop missing them.

I think about you during the day. I dream about you at night. Your always on my mind. I feel consumed. Can't focus. Running in the woods and getting no where. I know that there is an end but it is just not in my sight. I will always fight for you. This is a fight I will not give up. I never gave up on you before and I will not now! There is always hope! I believed in you! I believe in you now! Everlasting love.

MM


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End to the weekend...

This is the part of the weekend I hate the most....the ending!

Preparing for another work week and not excited about it.

Laying in the bed with my sweet baby girl watching cartoons before lights out. If I have to end this weekend..this is how I want to do it. :)

So I have mentioned that the past few weeks I have been in a funk and really I am not sure that I am over it yet. My plan for this week is to start it on a positive note and hope that it continues for a few days. Ad I said hope. My attitude has been pretty much no good so I have got to try and get back on the right track. It is nuts what a rush of emotions will do to you. It has for sure got me all outta wack!

Go back to the Dr tomorrow for them to check my blood pressure. I have been on a blood pressure med for two weeks and it really seems to be helping and I am very excited about it. Now if he could only give me a pill to "de funk" me!!!!;)

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Sunday Goodness

I loved waking up this morning at 5 to the lightening, thunder and rain! It was wonderful. I looked up the radar on the IPad and then went back to sleep. For some reason when it is raining I sleep so much better! Ended up sleeping till about 10:30! That was very nice. Not very often that Abby sleeps in that late. So it was a very nice start to my Sunday!!

Busted ass yesterday after we got home from A wedding and cleaned this house from top to bottom! I was freaking worn out by the time that I got it all done. I am still working on all the laundry. Just a few more loads and I will be all done. :) In between loads I am laying in the bed watching the Ranger game. This is the best lazy day I have had in a while and I am loving every bit of it!

Got to see my Dad yesterday. It has been forever since we have got to see him so it was good to see him. He brought Abby her Easter stuff and she was loving that. I have not seem him since before my birthday and he was asking me what I wanted for my B-day and I told him that I wanted tickets to to a Ranger game. So he told me to pick out what game I wanted to go to and he would take care of it! I am so excited. I have never been to a MLB game before! I cant wait! Not sure if I am going to see if my hubby wants to go or someone else! He is not much of a baseball fan. So I guess I will have to see what he thinks about it! And I need to get busy deciding what game I want to go to!:)

Back to work in the am, not really excited about it. This has been a. Nice weekend and I have enjoyed it very much. I just wish that it did not have to come to an end.
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